The phone still isn't ringing....

So I got a short email from my Hubby at 2 am he said he was gonna call tonight....Silly me I got my hopes up.

I am have been trying to keep busy all night so the hours pass, and my mind keeps getting distracted, I made a list of things we NEEDED to talk about, watched TV, played monopoly, crocheted, read....and still no call.

I know he gets busy, I know things happen over there that prevent him from calling but when alot of the other wives hear ALL the time, it gets to me....now i have friends that don't hear hardly ever and I understand that it is all different depending on each guy, etc.

But why? Why? can't the silly CF realize that its really hard to have a marriage put on hold for 6 months. I went from having my best-friend around to talk to about everything ALL THE TIME...to my best-friend being 10,000 km away.
I can't call him, he never gets to call me, he's never hardly online.

Sometimes its hard to realize that there is any good coming from this deployment.

Oh and another thing that is getting to me lately is EVERYONE is expecting me to be in a holly-jolly mood because christmas is coming, well guess what christmas means nothing to me cause I don't get to spend it with the one person I love the most....Why doesn't anyone understand that???????